Uncertain

This Post is more personal, i don’t really know, some posts might be like a diary entry, I’m just going to write whatever.

I titled this blog post ‘Uncertain’ because this single word describes my life right now. I’m in a moment of my life where i really don’t know what is going to happen, but in someways i feel think it is the moment where anything can happen. I have plans, just Im not sure if they are going to happen, of course i want them too, I’m just worried.

For one thing, like many people who just finished high school, will i get accepted into university, in my case i’m wanting to do a fashion course at polytech. Im still need to apply, whenever i think about my future plans, well for next year, studying this course, is always on my mind. I feel like a have such curiosity, and creativeness when it comes to what this course could teach me.

Another thing is moving, moving out of my hometown, away from my family, away from my comfort zone. Part of me is like yes, I’m ready to get the hell out of here, and another part is like am i ready, am i capable of doing this. Some thing that makes this uncertainty harder is time. I feel like time is running out, i need to get so much done..

Work to save money, Get license, Buy a car, Get braces off before i go, Look for somewhere to live, Make time to do my passions, work on myself, get in to my course….

Im currently listening to music, a song right now ‘Bloom’ by The Paper Kites. I instantly feel better, i don’t know, i love the way music makes you feeeeeeelllllll!!!!!

I think for my next blog post i will do some ways that make me feel happy, and motivated so i can reach my goals!

Anyway sorry for my random rant, here are some quotes from my Pinterest that i love!

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Sam xx


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